It's been a day since Buddy went to his new home with Robin. She updated me on how he's doing today. They love him and he seems very happy. She says he really is the sweetest dog.

I knew that. Buddy is wonderful and I miss him a lot. He needed a family, and the room to run. He even has a little doggie friend his age and a cat he can torture. I really do miss him and I start to choke up when I think about it. I just keep telling myself it was for the best. I needed to do this for his sake. He really is happy and I made Robin and her family happy.

I miss him though. I feel horrible I couldn't provide for him. My other dogs are acting a little weirder. Jake is more clingy and Milo seems calmer, which is a feat since Milo usually is just a comotosed rug. Milo seems more loving to me now - maybe because the dynamic has changed. I'm not sure if they miss him or are happy he's gone. But I know he's gone. I hope he knows that I love him and I did this because I want the best for him.

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